The thing is, I see that I have circles, and the common thread is my being alone, and recording. sometimes i sit in the circle of art and books of collages. sometimes i am in the circle of drawing. sometimes photography, and sometimes writing. in each case, i am recording. in each case, it is difficult for me to be creative; easier for me to shoot, describe, scribble what I see. I have a hard time editing just one photo into something abstract.
And I can rarely keep more than two of the circles alive at once. I keep the drawing now just for vacations, with books.
and the collages for those rare times when jon is out of town and i can make a mess on the floor of our tinyass apt without feeling watched (even though he doesnt care. his presence still inhibits me). and i try to juggle photography and writing and wonder should i focus on just one?? am i getting anywhere with any of these?